I have been a really good girl today. Done all of those things I planned to do for weeks but not really had the energy to start with. Like write a manusscript for the overall-film for this autumns kick-off, and edit the "who the fuck is Alice?"- movie.

Right now, while I capture some clips, I log in to facebook. And realize its not strange that people start drinking alkohol when they are just kids, and why people become addicted to alcohol and stuff. You just have to see the start-page at facebook a sunny day and you got all of these superperfect pictures of beer and cider and drinks that looks so totally amazingly awesome that you just wanna drink it, just thrown over you. Impossible to avoid 'em.
I mean, I became thirsty, eventhough I don't like being drunk anymore. It's just because of the pictures everyone is posting all the time. Brainwash.
I think maybe that is so typical Swedes though. As soon as the sun is here you have to celebrate it. And celebrate in Sweden means getting drunk. Am I wrong ?

Considering the fact that it's now only May, and the summer haven't started for real yet. That will probably mean I will not be strong enough to fight it through the whole summer. Then even I will go back to those bad old Nynäshamn-habits. Guess I have no other choice than just accept it though.
After all, I actually am what you can call typical Swede.